Well everyone, I havent updated in quite some time but I thought I would come back and let you all know that... I'm getting married! Haha kinda crazy right? I may be young, and so might my fiance, but I'm a deep believer in love, and if you know in your heart that that person is the one and they feel the exact same way.. well then what are you waiting for?? I looked at my old posts from a year ago.. I was so unhappy! I was chasing after a love that I once had, which looking back now its so hard to see why I was so strung up on that guy. With Trever, I dont feel afraid. I dont feel like he could up and leave in an instant. In fact, I feel like I'm getting more love in return from him than I'm actually giving. You know how they always say, fall in love with someone who loves you more than you love them. Now that can sound really bad at the same time, because the love I feel for him is so.. immense that I cant even begin to put it into words. From the very beginning our relationship was quite unorthodox by normal standards. But who can really put a standard on love? Because I'll be leaving for the Navy in June, just 101 days!, we've decided to do a small family ceremony when he comes up here at the beginning of April. We're going to have a big fancy wedding once my 2 years of training is over. Yes we know its going to be very hard, yes we know we're young, yes we know we're doing this very fast, but wouldnt you do anything for love? <3
Change is a funny thing. We’re never quite sure what we’re becoming, or why. Then, one day we look at ourselves and wonder who we are and how we got there.
I don't want a perfect relationship. I just want someone who I can act silly with, someone who treats me well and loves being with me.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had. No one lives forever.
Very gently and quietly, almost as if it were the blood singing in her veins, or the water of the stream running over stones, she became conscious of a new feeling within her. She wondered, for a moment, what it was; and then, she said to herself --with a little surprise at recognizing in her own person so famous a thing-- this is happiness.
Well you, you make my dreams come true. <3